Darlene Johnson
Interviewed by: Lauretta Pierce
That is an extremely difficult question for me to answer because Darlene
Johnson is an ever changing, ever growing person. Darlene doesn't like to be
confined and by saying, 'I'm this...' it confines her within certain
boundaries and the thought of that makes me cringe. The specifics about
Darlene is that she was born and raised in Cincinnati, Ohio and after
spending four years in Indianapolis, Indiana she decided it was time to move
on and moved with her two sons and a nephew to Salt Lake City, Utah. Her
unexplored love of the outdoors and need for a scenic view led to the move
after visiting Salt Lake after the 2002 Winter Olympics.
During my marriage I realized I spent a lot of time daydreaming about certain
things. I had friends that had been married, divorced, and some that were
still living the single life. Talking with them about relationship issues
made me realize that many of our experiences were the same. And it didn't
matter what race or background the women from which the women came, in most
cases the experiences were the same. One day while driving home the idea for
Dream In Color hit me with such a force that I had to start writing it. I
had no prior writing experience but the story came to me intact. It took me
several years to gather the courage to do something with this story I kept
tucked away in my closet but it was a story I felt an obligation to tell.
While sitting in my living room typing in the original manuscripts then
called, 'Mindgame,'' I listened to one of my favorite CD.' It was Regina
Belle's Passion. The first time I heard Regina Belle sing that song I
remembered being mesmerized by it. I stopped writing and listened to the
words and everything she sang about reflected what I was writing; especially
when she sang the verses, 'Tired of living life in black and white,' 'I want
a love, not just a lover,' and 'There are so many good reasons to capture a
dream.' Those words, even today, just takes my breath away. I could recite
the entire song because it is so connected to this book. I changed the title
of the book from Mindgame to Dream In Color because there are many reasons to
capture a dream.
I say my official writing career began when I wrote that first letter to my
parents complaining that they had made me wash dishes and it wasn't my turn
(I had five siblings). I later wrote for my high school newspaper. I
remembered writing my first manuscript in high school but it got lost a long
time ago. Writing was something I enjoyed doing but never took seriously
until I began wrote Dream In Color.
The plot came intact by just listening and living. The way I wrote it is the
way it came to me with the exception of editing changes. Victoria had to go
back to the point when she made the decision to become a mother and a wife
instead of finishing school, so she had to recapture her youth (James). And
she also had to look in the mirror and see a desirable woman. Once upon time
she felt sexy, loved music and loved to dance but the marriage had destroyed
everything she held dear and how she felt about herself. So, in comes
Michael.
Once again, just listening and living is how Victoria was created. Most
women, if they've ever been in love can say they've been faced with difficult
decisions regarding family, love, and career. And unfortunately many times
finding themselves experiencing life's pains as a result of those choices.
Victoria had to go back to the critical time in her life. She had to go back
when she made the decision to become a mother and a wife and not only finish
school, but she became these things before she fully realized who she was and
what exactly it was she wanted to do with her life. She was going to live
her life through Gerald but Gerald wasn't willing to let her into his no more
than to be the mother of his daughter.
When that didn't work, she was lost. So, she had to go back and she did that
by making James younger and he would be faced with some of the same decisions
Victoria was faced with.
Sex, drugs, and rock and roll is how Michael came about. Victoria was a
sexual woman who had forgotten that she enjoyed being sexual. Victoria loved
to music and loved to dance but had long since gave that up as well.
Michael's problem with drugs became synonymous with Gerald's problems with
his past and his reluctance to let Victoria into his life. Each had an
obstacle they had not reconciled before entering into a marriage with
Victoria. I didn't make too much of an issue about Michael's race in the
book because I didn't want it to be an issue. However, with both
relationships I wanted to take two very difficult situations and make them
work and have them work because there were two ingredients in the
relationships that Victoria never had with Gerald. Those ingredients were: a
genuine love for the other person and a commitment to the relationship. With
those, the most difficult relationships, have a chance of surviving no matter
what the obstacles are. Because of her daydreams Victoria recognize that
those ingredients were never present in her marriage and that led to the
realization that she had to make a move.
She was dreaming back and forth because in most instances the daydreams
reflected particular events happening in her 'real' life. Think to the 'prom'
she attended with James. That daydream was a result of the conversation she
had with her beautician--finding a man that treats you like a woman.
Yes. I am currently editing
my second novel, As We Lay, which is named after yet another popular song,
originally sung by Shirley Murdock but later re-recorded by Kelly Price. The
novel is just as the song indicates, a relationship between a mistress and
her presumably very happily married lover. As We Lay will be released in
August 2003. It starts with the friendship that leads to the enchantment
that leads to the denial that leads to the affair that ultimately leads to a
death.
I have very active boys so quiet time is something I don't get very often.
I've learned to work with the noise, not necessarily around it. What I
require is sunshine and lots of it, which is another reason I moved to Salt
Lake City. It is very sunny here more than ninety-percent of the time. The
energy I get from the sun spills over into my writing. I require a clear mind
so I journal a lot and a clutter free desk so the floor around my office is a
wonderful substitute for the things that would normally be found on a desk.
The most important messages are: no matter what path you've chosen, you don't
have to give up on your dreams. It may take you a little longer or you may
have to take a different route but you don't have to relinquish your dreams
and secondly, yes, you do deserve to be happy, too.
Dream In Color
September 1, 2002
2. What inspired you to write the novel "Dream In Color?"
3. How did you come about the title "Dream In Color"?
4. How long have you been writing?
5. How did you come about the plot for "Dream In Color"?
6. How did you come about Victoria's character?
7. How did you come about Victoria's dream about James?
8. How did you come about Victoria's dream about Michael?
9. Was Victoria dreaming back and forth between Michael and James or did
she complete one dream then dream about the other man?
10. Are you currently working on another novel?
11. What type of atmosphere do you require to write?
12. What message would you like readers to receive from reading "Dream In
Color?"